Despite Tough life, having the Tough luck, I'm still a Toughie
Since Sunday , Soon has fallen sick but I know he's a toughie like me.
He's been running fever on and off. And I can really tell how the big difference from his normal self vs the sickly him. He has no smiles on his face, feebly body, eyes are heavy and lost of appetite.
Seeing him so abnormal makes me sad .. Very sad. I had disrupted sleep, waking up now and then to check on him, made meals for him, boiled barley and took him to the doctor etc - but he wasn't getting better. I was at wits end ! Last night I even teared cos he was feeling asthmatic and I no longer know what I can do next. I prayed, I prayed so hard to God
I now understand how one feels when your loved one is sick and when nothing you do can make them recover.. You feel very lost and you feel useless and you simply just pray to the fourth dimension
Tears just flowed down my cheeks...
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